A Thanksgiving List
In honor of Thanksgiving Celebration 2011, I’d like to share with you a list of things I’m thankful for in no particular order:
- my family
- my friends
- hot guys with tattoos
- chocolate milk
- pizza
- a warm bed
- puppies
- ryan gosling
- movies with fast cars and huge explosions
- stilettos
- magical ponies
- batman
- coca cola products
- disney
- cardigans
- colorful knee length socks
- quilts
- old people
- bacon
- records
- teddy bears
- football
- snow
- iPhones
- lawn gnomes
- harry potter
- colored pencils
- photographs
- bottled water and
- really really tiny backpacks
That’s just a short list of things I am thankful for.
yaaaaaaaaay!
Dear 2010:
i honestly can’t say i’m sad to see you go. but i really just hope that 2010 has brought me enough strength to carry onward into 2011. it’s been a really hard year for me. i have had a lot of highs and most recently, a lot of lows.
but i can get through this.
i know that if i just put my nose to the grind stone i can make something of myself instead of just moping around being sorry and pitiful, even though some of it couldn’t help. 2010 has given me a lot of friends that i miss and a lot of memories that i will always hold dear.
i hope that 2011 will be a time where i can actually be an interesting person. i hope that people will see that i have something to contribute to this world. i hope that i can love and be loved. i hope that i can find some peace. i hope that this is going to be a good year. and i really think that it has great potential. i’m going to work and fight to make it good. so it has to be.
thanks, 2010, it’s been real.
Stream of Conciousness #2
8:14am
only 9 million more hours on this place and i have officially drunk too much coffee! bad idea, maggie! i’ll hafta pee like a pregnant racehorse! oy vey!
i tried to sleep but it’s really uncomfortable. i am still a little upset i couldn’t bring my teddy bear with me. i love that i’m 24 and still travel with a stuffed animal. i feel like i should be allowed to travel with such a thing and people who think that they’re “too mature” to do that are just jealous that i feel comfortable enough to do that. take that adults! i’m rebelling which means i still have a bit of teenager left in me!
i don’t think that this rip will be as miserable as my flight in july. THAT was the WORST. i was so tired but couldn’t sleep. benadryl was my savior that day. and i looked like a train wreck. bad news bears. at least i look semi-cute right now. i feel like this should be my travel outfit: black boots, leggings, white tee, black cardigan, b/w scarf and black sunglasses. super cute and chic and simple. does that scream me or what?
i think getting out of LA will be good for me because not only will i get to see my family for a bit but i lost a lot of my confidence in such a short period of time. i didn’t have much to start with and i was beaten down by my own mind and job situation.
this flight has cleared my hear a little. i think going home will put me around people that want to help bring me up and regain my self esteem a bit.i’ll hit the pavement hard when i get back to LA and start 2011 off with a better me.
